Blogging the past

Wow, the last I've updated was 15 Nov 2006...

I guess probably no one even reads my blog anymore...

That's good in a way, cos what I have to say now may just sound terrible....


I'm tired after running such a long race.. I thought this was a run which was never ending, Golly me.. I amaze myself at times.. I thought to myself that it is because I am awfully weak so when I met obstacles, I chose to give up instead of continuing to run..

Today I finally realise, not to late I hope, that I am giving up simply because this race is not worth running anymore...

Let me tell you this story which I formulated last night in my head....

Once upon a time....... there was this stage theatre show..... every night the show was running.... all the actors and actresses lost in their own world.. the director then decided to bring in this young actress although she was bound by a contract somewhere else..

He soon bought her over.. Over time, she was really the dark horse who shone through.... The other actors and actresses were all jealous of her but there was nothing they could do as they wanted to stay within the show, afraid of incurring the director's wrath. In each of their own ways and devises, they plotted to get her out of the show.. Of course, this dark horse had her own fan base which supported her...

Over time, the director grew sick of this dark horse ... He began to neglect her on and off the show, blaming her for anything and everything......The dark horse, knowing her time was up, decided to bow out of the picture... knowing she'll still be appreciated elsewhere..... the world is her oyster......

Needless to say, life still goes on...........

Story which is sinister?

You may have guessed, I am that dark horse..

Knowing when to bow out of the limelight is important.........